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I do sometimes try in P.E class, but lately I haven't been here and because of my breathing problem I'm not able to participate in P.E. But when I do participate in P.E I feel amazing. I wish I could participate right now because its so nice outside but I can't and it sucks because I don't feel healthy and I feel gross. I want to exercise and get fit, but until I find out what's wrong with my breathing I can't. But because I tried before I had breathing problems and before I stopped showing up I think I deserved a C+ but I will understand if I don't pass or if I have a C-. P.E has always been tough for me but I can promise you once I get my breathing stuff under control I will start participating in P.E because I don't mind P.E as long as nobody pays attention to me, because my self esteem is very low so I don't like P.E because I'm not the strongest, fastest, skinniest girl ever and I guess I'm ok with it but oh well. I will try harder in P.E for the next 3 months. But I think I deserve a C-.Also I really enjoyed when we went on the Nike training app on the iPads, it was really fun and made me feel good because Alyssa was able to push me to finish it and well I did. I don't like being in a big group of people, I liked it hen just Alyssa and I did the work out. Yeh I was sore but it was a good pain. It sucks now that I can't do much in P.E, it kind of makes me mad, when people don't bring their P.E strip an don't participate just cause they don't want to and they make up excuses not to do P.E. I use to be like that but now because I can't do it I want to and I jus feel gross and unhealthy and I want to get fit and get into shape not for anyone else but me, I want to do this for me! I am capable of doing almost everything in P.E as long as I try. I will start to participate as much as I can but I my breathing acts up I have to stop. I have no idea what truly made me want to change but whatever it is I love it.